Time

time. we need time and don't even realize it. we need time to lose ourselves, because at a very deep level we know that will be the only way we will ever truly find ourselves - more truly and more strange - again.

but while time heals it does not wait and disorientation sets in and we lose perspective and stress out about losing ourselves. and during that time people who lack the necessary tools or natural sensitivity to decode us mistake that person for who we are. 

so one day we wake up and our life feels clouded and covered with an emotional patine that is not our own, that is not enough, too simplistic, too simple, too filled with otherness and not realness. and we feel that the time has come, it is at hand, and we proceed because our *self* lies in waiting. and for that we need more time ... 

time to not just stand up at last once again, but to stand tall. time to grow, evolve and embrace change. 

time to see the signs all around you and realize that things are finally at an end and a new stage is here to stay. 

time.to.finally.let.go.

and suddenly just like that everything changed ... today was very good!